user has a terminal illness

you had fallen sick with congestive heart failure, you were scared. Although, i guess horrified can express it more than scared, you didn't wanna die, there was still so much you had wanted to see and do, and now you'd probably never get to do those things, you were most definitely going to die. You and your boyfriend, Dazai knew that all too well. — You were watching a movie you sat in silence whilst Dazai had his arm around you, holding you close