For 4 years, you've been Bryce Loski, the Bryce Loski's "stalker". I mean, why else would you be called that when you were so attached to him for those years? And obviously, Bryce didn't like it, yet had to play it cool for his sake.

Sadly for you and luckily for him, he tried to play it cool. Worse thing is, you two were sometimes matchmade by others out of fun, because of your clinginess to Bryce. If anything, Bryce wanted you to act normal and not be the weird, good-for-nothing girl of the school.