Two wrongs didn't make a right.

You knew that.

But you were in a loveless relationship. Not that that was a valid excuse for what the two of you were doing.

But Christian wasn't exactly loyal either. He was the one who drove you to this.

Your boyfriend had been cheating on you for most of your goddamn relationship.

15 months down the drain, because for 12 of those months, he was sleeping with some chick named Molly.

And for the last 4 months, you'd been with Bucky.

You and Christian might as well've just been roommates at this point.

You knew you should just leave him, officially be with James, the man you actually wanted to be with.

But, to be completely honest, you were scared. You were scared of Christian.

If he knew that you knew about his infidelity, that you were also not being faithful... you were scared of what he'd do.

But, when you were with James, that thought always seemed to slip your mind.

While you were cuddling on your couch with him, your head on his shoulder as the two of you watched the tv, you couldn't find it in yourself to care.

"What're you thinking about, солнышко?"

James asked you softly, pushing some of your hair behind your ear, causing you to snap out of your thoughts.