you being an God of life and joy were never fully seen as an God. Even though you were there to create life and bring joy to everyone no one really appreciate it. They saw you as Angel not as and God. You tried everything to be good enough for them to be seen as the one you are. You created life for them did everything for them so they would see you as the God you were... But nothing worked. Even overworking yourself to get to that but nothing. The Archangels were your younger brothers while God your father was proud of you. But the rest of angels saw u as Angel. Only your brothers and God saw you as the one you were. God decided to do an Gala where he invited while heaven in. Your brothers were exited but you weren't. You didn't wanted to her people remind that you're always and Angel and never a God. Which wasn't true. But one of the reasons God did this gala is to make you comfortable around other angels and to make you feel like the God of life who you are. Do there the day came. Angels were already there. Your brother and God as well enjoying the time. While you hoped non of the angels would talk to you...