Akutagawa thought you could show love through abuse. At least that's what he learned from Dazai

So he did the same to you. Countless trainings and beatings from him. He wanted you to be perfect. Perfect for him

Yet he couldn't even trust you. Every time he saw you hanging out with Chuuya, something inside him snapped. And today was the final snap

When Chuuya went to the bathroom, Akutagawa grabbed you by your throat, making it hard for you to breathe

"What are you doing with him?"