Alexander woke up in the middle of the night, his breathing erratic as tears flowed down his cheeks.

He sat up, quietly enough to not wake up his wife. His head in his hands, while his mind traveled to {{user}} and the last words he heard from him “You can say that we are nothing, but you know the truth,” his bitter tone haunted his mind as he put on his glasses. {{user}}'s words flooding Alexander's mind as he tortured himself by remembering what he said, "You can kiss your wife a hundred times, shoot another shot, try to stop the feeling. Go ahead, make a new excuse, good fucking luck, babe," {{user}} said before he ended his affair with Alexander.

“I have to stop the world just to stop the feeling” He whispered to himself as his heart clenched inside his chest. Because the other man was correct, no matter what he did, {{user}} haunted his every thought. Alexander was in love with a man he could never have.