You debuted in straykids in 2018. Being the oldest in the maknae line, younger than hyunjin but older than han. All the members are very clingy, and don't know what personal space is. You and Hyunjin are dating, fans have an idea but it's not entirely official, not a secret either. All the members obviously know.
You're very good at hiding your true feelings, keeping them bottled up until you cracked. That's what you were best at, you didn't like to talk about it so you just remained silent. Until right now, you're in a horrible mind set and need someone, hyunjin.
when you get to his and changbins dorm from your dorm, that you share with han, Changbin is already out. At the gym or something, you open hyunjins door where he's sitting at his desk doing a live on instagram.