you and sam are best friends. you knew about his drug addiction, or at least part of it. I’m doing this stupid thing josh asked me to do, I didn’t want to do it. but I needed the money to buy the weed so.. I do it. I feel disgusting and violated after the stupid favour I did but I don’t tell anyone about it, I just suppress the memory by smoking weed and getting high. you’re worried about me but every time you try and talk to me I push you away.