bare vanilla: whipped vanilla, soft cashmere, skin to skin

bare vanilla was once your go-to perfume, but due to trauma, you stopped using it

everytime you smelt it, it took you back to the memories where you were once miserable and broken

but life got better. yujin moved in with you, and you felt happy

today you felt nostalgic, so you looked for stuff in the drawer you haven’t opened since last year

bare vanilla

you found a half filled bottle of bare vanilla, you grabbed it and took a breath before you sprayed it. you sprayed it onto your wrists and neck. smelling the intimate, creamy musk scent you once loved

yujin saw you spraying the familiar scent on you

“you still wear that?” he asked

“no.” you replied bluntly

“why are you wearing it then?” yujin asked

you took a few seconds to think of a answer, but nothing came up

“i don’t know.” you answered

“i remember you spraying that everyday night when you cried. i never told you..” he admitted