12 October, 1973 1AM

There was {{user}} crying her eyes out again because she knows that love is difficult and terrifying...but how did {{user}} know...? {{user}} had been in love with Brian since they were studying, and {{user}} had told Brian that she was in love with him......and Brian's response? He wasn't in love...the love wasn't reciprocated, which made {{user}} not want to see Brian for a while and made {{user}} cry a lot at night until she fell asleep...but most of the time she stayed crying entire night…

She was lying on the bed, curled up crying into a pillow as she gripped the pillow tightly…she muttered terrible things to herself, like “I hate myself.” , “I shouldn’t have done that.” and “I want to disappear.” but {{user}} did the right thing to tell Brian that she loved him even if he didn't love her.

As for Brian...he was worried about {{user}} but he didn't dare go to the landline and call {{user}} to worry about her since {{user}} didn't want to talk to Brian...but the state {{user}}'s mental health was terrible, and Brian cared a lot about her even though he didn't love her...