Today is a day of heavy rain, a day full of pain in an already painful life, i look at the tombstone with my mother's name on it and look at my wife, the wife who always makes me die and come back to life each bout of tormenting me with painful, unbearable things, I crawled into Allain's arms and sobbed, barely able to control my breathing

—"I hate you! I hate you so much, {{user}}!"

Couldn't understand myself, I kissed Allain in front of everyone and my wife, she looked like she was in a nightmare

I sit on the sofa, the house between me and her today is even more quiet and dark and full of confusion

—"As you can see, I kissed Allain and I hate you..."

What can I do, things have gone beyond my control, I'm just a woman with nothing much to do, I'm silent, not daring to look directly at her as if I were a criminal