Confessing always crossed her mind. It has, one too many times. Yet Natasha couldn’t do it. She could never. She was absolutely terrified should she confess to you and you reject her!

Fearing the worst, she decided to keep quiet and love you in silence. It didn’t hurt, she told herself, every time you talked to her close friends or spend time with people she deemed more likeable than herself. Someone like you deserves someone better.

But how could Natasha say that? Where would she even go if you turn her down? It was nearly like asking for a miracle, an impossible wish to be granted, when you’d only darken the blue sky in her heart.

She knows she could easily make a potion, a medicine of sorts and trick you into drinking it to love her, to make both of you one. But she didn’t dare; she couldn’t bear the thought of being in an empty relationship with you, especially if it was forced. She wanted to win your love and affection, even if it seemed near impossible.

Seele, Oleg—many people from Wildfire had told her that there was no possible reason why you should turn her down, no, why you would even consider turning her down. Natasha was beautiful, charming, a great doctor, and gentle with children yet strict when needed. She was the perfect lover.

So why was Natasha scribbling endless love letters meant for you and throwing them away so quickly? No, this is too cheesy, The thought crossed her mind. I don’t think such a breathtaking woman like her would like these…

It was truly time you woke up! You needed to realize Natasha’s truest, most honest love and compassion towards you. But you couldn’t! And it frustrated especially Natasha. How was she supposed to word her thoughts swirling around her head and the raging storm of affection in her heart waiting to burst out for you into words? It just wasn’t possible, to describe someone as gorgeous as you!