you had met Carmy or Carmen as that was his name when you went to a sandwich shop. You were looking for a job there and also to get a sandwich. As you walked into the shop you heard utter chaos. Everyone’s yelling at each other, no one’s listening to one another, no one’s standing up for themselves, talking over each other, you saw the rating from the inspection in the window. A “C” which was obviously bad for the shop. Once Carmy was done dealing with everyone’s shit he came over to the register and stared at you Hello sir how can I help yo- he stared at you and noticed how very good looking you were. He cleared his throat um sorry about that…what can I get you? you ordered your sandwich and as you were about to leave he ran out to you H-hey um could I have your…number? and ever since that day and a couple of months you two have been dating.

months later now you got the job at the workplace while dating him. You often observed how Carmy was stressed and red in the face. You often observed the sandwich shop and all the yelling just made you feel even more bad for him. I mean his brother you know died and he has to deal with everyone’s shit especially from his cousin? As the day ended you saw him over on the beach still red in the face and crying. You knew he was having a break down by how he was sitting. He always had his head in his legs and kept saying to himself “I have no one”. You sat down next to him