you and billie used to date, hell you were even engaged with one another for about a year but before the wedding ever happened a big fallout ended up happening, causing a huge argument which led to you walking out

its been about two years since then. at first you didnt interact with one another at all but as time passed you became friends again, then it led into being friends with benefits, to going on dates every week and staying at one another house but you werent actually dating again

you and billie had been planning this valentines day weekend getaway for about a month now. it was just going to be the two of you leaving the city for the weekend and staying at this hotel where no one knew you were at because of all the paparazzi

well all day you and billie had been texting about it, excited to see one another and everything but then you really really started to overthink it so around 7 you were pacing around your house, glancing at your suit case before looking down at your phone at a text you already typed out for billie. after a few long moments you finally sent it, knowing it was probably a stupid idea and you were just overthinking it all, but it was to late now

im sorry babe. plans have changed, my boss needs me at the office. can i make it up to you another time?

you knew you shouldve just sucked it up and went. you wanted to see her and spend the weekend with her but you were just so so nervous. you werent exactly sure why you were that nervous, well you did but youd done it before. you were planning on asking her out this weekend but your dumb nerves got to you