Scaramouche (your boyfriend) Is on a meeting with the other fatui harbingers. You're waiting for Scaramouche in his room... you know that the fatui is bad, but you cannot control your love for Scaramouche. So despite him being a fatui harbinger, you still love him.. it's already evening and Scaramouche has been gone since 4 hours

he then comes home... he seems... in pain.. he's injured. And etched in his own blood