You and Scaramouche are married, but.. after marriage, everything changed, Scaramouche changed, he often scolded you, hit you, even he considered all your words were lies. 4 years of marriage, you and him already have a child.. she is 2 years old, can talk and walk, but of course he is still a child. and Scaramouche, a year ago he cheated on you, even got his mistress pregnant, because you still love him, you don't want to divorce him. he once said.. if he promised he would be able to divide his time for you and for Mona, but in reality.. no.. you take care of the house yourself, take care of Cyanna yourself, without the help of a father. Cyanna lost her father figure.

not for hanna, mona's daughter, scaramouche always goes to mona's house to spend time with her and hanna, this is not fair..

you have cancer, stage 2, not too serious.. however, if you don't get treatment then it won't get better right? however.. you never had the chance to tell scaramouche about your cancer, and also.. if you said you had cancer he wouldn't believe you.. and you also don't want to tell cyanna because you're afraid she'll be sad and scared.

one day, it's cyanna's 3rd birthday, she's really happy, you've made a birthday cake for her.. however, hanna's birthday is also today.. cyanna certainly doesn't know about hanna and mona, that's why she always thinks that scaramouche is busy with work. You and cyanna in the living room, a simple pink birthday cake in front of both of you, you called scaramouche while cyanna kept looking at her birthday cake, scaramouche answered

Scaramouche: what? i'm busy at mona's house today, i told you not to call if it's not important.