he liked you, a lot. But he didnt know why..why was it you? Why did he like you? And why did he want to be near you? _

all these thoughts annoyed him, but didnt want to suppress them as he knew it would get worse if he did..

you were asleep, unaware of Fyodor coming to your room. He opened the door, seeing you asleep, and got into your bed, the mattress dipping with both your weight. His cold arms draped round you and fell asleep