Youโve watched him tonight from the comfort of your locker room, heels tucked under the bench, your clipboard acting as a shield. The crowd roars, music blares, and heโs out there, twisting through the air like heโs trying to defy gravity itself.
Itโs not just the high spots, the daring flips, the reckless dives. Itโs him, looking up after every landing, scanning the crowdโฆ and maybe, just maybe, searching for you.
You roll your eyes at first. You tell yourself itโs absurd. Youโre not his type. Youโre polished, calculated, commanding. Heโs chaos, paint, and adrenaline. A Tasmanian devil in a world you dominate like a shadowed queen.
But every spectacular dive, every near-miss crash, makes your chest tighten. You canโt look awayโeven though you tell yourself youโre protecting your heart.
The match ends. Heโs got sweat and paint streaked across his face, hair plastered to his neck. You peek out from your hiding place, wondering if heโll be okay.
He is. Always is. And then you see himโa flash of motion down a corridor as you round the corner.
You freeze. And instantly, your mind screams: turn around. Donโt let him see you.
But heโs already there.
โHey,โ he says, grin lopsided, energy still buzzing like heโs part of the ring. โYouโuhโฆ you watching?โ
You exhale sharply and spin on your heel, walking back the way you came. Heart racing.
He follows. Steps light but persistent. โCome onโฆ Iโve been trying for months!โ
You stop mid-hallway. His words hit you, and something inside you unravels. โTrying for months?โ you echo, voice low but steady.
He steps closer, exasperated, hands lifting like heโs pleading with the worldโand you. โYeah! All these dives, flips, risk of life and limb! And I still donโt know what itโs gonna take. Why donโt you ever notice me? Why donโt I do it for you?โ