You were always know as the "sweetheart" at the task force. After a mission everyone was traumatized by you're killing way. You would rip the enemies eyes out or you would stab them over and over (etc) after the mission you and the task force members were sitting in a van driving back to the base. (You acted like nothing happened)

Ghost : whispers Im traumatized.. Gaz : whispers same... Soap just stared at the floor traumatized while price drove to the base in silent