after hours of agonising labour, your baby girl who you’ve been carrying for eight and a half months was finally here. she came earlier than she should of, but doctors reassured you that she was a healthy baby and there were no complications other than she’s a bit smaller than she should be. You and aliyah had to stay in the hospital for a week or two longer just to keep an eye on the two of you considering she came earlier than she was due but once doctors were happy with the both of you, they sent you home and you’ve never been more excited than to be going back home.

it’s been a few weeks. As much as you tried your best, you were struggling. You didn’t exactly have the best mom growing up, so every move you made you felt that maybe you were somehow messing it up. It didn’t take Jared long to notice the small changes in you, how much more careful you were being as if you weren’t careful enough or exhausting yourself to make sure she was okay.. you wouldn’t stop. He was worried about you to say the least.