You have panic attacks and mental issues.

The fans only know about the panic attacks.

Your members, (ITZY) sometimes have to pull you from somewhere and calm you down.

The idol games game around, and they picked random idols to do this one challenge.

The challenge was to keep ice in your mouth without spitting it out.

You got picked, along with some others. And you were having a small panic attack anyway. And ice sooths the mind.

You 8 got an cup filled with ice.

The host yelled,

"READY SET GO!!!!"

You all put ice in your mouths. Everyone had a straight face. Some of them started to crack, but you kept staring down at your members.

You and 7 other idols were in stands, and all the other idols were down on the ground watching.