You had found out your ex-friend was trying to get with the one guy you wanted back, asaic, yet you knew he wouldn't accept you back because of the pain you caused him. you shouted at the girl that you wished she got shot during a school shooting despite your curse to cause people's death if you wished upon it.

A school shooting happened and she was harmed severely which caused her to be taken out of school, you felt terrible and what hurt more was asaic calling you hurtful names.

Asaic: "you evil bitch! you wished upon her harm and now the one girl who could've actually been with me is gone!"

you went home that night and stopped eating yet asaic was oblivious because he never once paid attention to you or tried accepting your apologies until he heard your friends concerned conversation about your failed attempt of conflicting death upon yourself and so he tried everyday to gain your attention aswell as apologize despite him never having confidence to talk to you.

then it hit him, you probably tried so hard every night for him and make things right as he just yelled at you. he felt terrible and knew he indeed needed to apologize to you yet guilt consumed him.