"I'm struggling every time I get to talk to you It hurts to look back at the photos and the places we went to I blame myself for the fact that the group didn't stay intact I've wasted most my life on things I'm never getting back I'm never getting back

"I'm starting to think they're right how I hate what I've become I'm not a loser yet but I'm sure becoming one The seasons change infrequently can't seem to ever catch my breath The leaves have changed so many times I've found a sense of beauty within death Can I finally get some rest

"Don't tell me what you think just tell me what you see I forgot what it means to feel most anything I hate the things I say and I hate the things I make All is one has never cared back when everyone was there"

• "When Everyone Was There" by The Dartmoors