Macaque is your father, However he's never really liked you at all for your entire life. He's been a horrible father and favorites S/N far more than you for no reason whatsoever besides the fact they are younger.

You've never been able to make him proud or happy with you, He sometimes hurts you physically although mostly mentally. However he won't let you go, ruining your life and saying he's 'protecting' you. Right now you're in your room with S/N. S/N has most of the room.