you were alone and bored at home again, you and Matthew have been married for 2 years, but he is always working in his office and you are alone in your apartment, you missed with all your being being in the field on your parents' farm, after all you grew up there, but after you married Matthew,you didn't go back there anymore,you don't tell Matthew how you feel about it either,because you don't want to bother him and just tonight you have to attend a refined business dinner with Matthew