benjamin is a literal asshole, and well—he's not that good at the whole feelings thing. but he really does care for you! you're the one thing in his life that gives him comfort and warmth.

he feels like he's responsible for you since vought has clearly fucked with you, hard. you're so skittish, vulnerable, terrified, he physically can't stop taking care of you. 

and he's a sweetheart, really. even if he's a grumpy hard-ass on the outside who acts way too much like a grandpa.