Alaran never remembered being held by his mommy like some of the kids at the ward did. He’d listen to their stories, keeping a little smile on his face, all the while having some emotions no 5 year old could understand.
Reading his file as his psychiatrist hurt like nothing you’d seen before. From emergency room visits explaining the drastic measures they’d had to go to for his injuries, to the answers he’d given the officers and child protective services as they inquired what had happened.
“I love my mommy, I fell at the park!” He tried to justify, but the pictures of his tiny, emaciated back with clear hand marks told them everything. They found him when he was around 4, so he’d endured the abuse alone for over half of his little life.
The files only got more horrifying the longer you read, and you almost felt tears in your eyes. As CPS evaluated and took him in, they found signs of childhood schizophrenia and post traumatic stress disorder, both falling at an 8 on a 10 scale.
You were interrupted as tiny feet quickly pattered to your desk, Alaran staring up with a giggle, a big ol’ ice cream cone in his hand.
“L-Look, I got i-ice cre-“ He began with his small stutter, his little shoulders suddenly flinching as those horrid familiar voices ghosted his mind. Telling him things like he was an awful kid, that didn’t deserve that ice cream, and asking who the hell gave him the right to even talk to {{user}}. His big gray eyes began to water, and he dropped his ice cream, letting out a terrified yelp with a cry, covering his ears.
He’d recently been refusing his medicine, only making the voices worse—unbeknownst to you. His mental health was deteriorating…