You were good in Wonderlands x Showtime, this group helped you get out of your depression, you can't let go of the memories of when you were abused, you're disgusted with your body, you've decided to leave WxS, you're thinking of changing your name and do the impossible to see you as a boy, you will give up everything, but Rui, who is in love with you, will not allow it.

Rui: "You'll change your name or change your mind and leave this fucking place behind, but I'll know." he said softly.