you always felt like shit. this wasn't news to the team, infact, it was obvious. they've never seen you touch a cup of water, you're either not touching your meals or you're eating everything in sight, and your sleeping habits arent much better. ontop of that, you have a tendency to get high at night.

ghost always assumed you knew that it was why you felt so shitty, though. yet here you were, complaining about feeling anxious, and having the audacity to ask "why".

"fuckin hell mate.."