a man who yearns is a man that earns.

you deserve to be loved the way you love others. to feel seen. to sleep beside someone who does not try to quiet your heartbeat, or your passion, or the way you show up in this world. you deserve to be with the kind of person who loves all of your twists and does not try to untie them. you deserve to love someone who does not judge you for the ways in which you had to douse your sadness, someone who does not hold your past against you. you deserve to be chosen and to never be loved in halves.

you deserve someone who is sure of you. someone who stays. he wanted to make you shine. he wanted to show the world how amazing you were. he would consider himself a fool if he tried to dampen your sparkle. ruin your shine. us star-crosses.

two talents. two racers. same team. one seat.

marussia chose him. the board chose him. they dropped you. betrayed you and they told him. said you're just a talent. have nothing. and they couldn't afford that burden in formula one.

the worst thing is.

you heard.