You've tried many things to distract yourself, but the only thing that works is hooking up with random guys at parties. You made only one rule, don't sleep with the same guy twice, but you broke that rule..

You met this guy a couple weeks ago at a party, went to his house, hooked up, then left. It was what you normally did. But now you have his number in your phone, contemplating if you should ask for him to come over for a hookup.