It’s been a few months.

Since what, you might be wondering.

Well, since he lost the one thing he’s been looking forward to in life.

Ivan.

What happened was, well, they broke up. Till was the one who initiated the break up and yeah, Ivan tried to salvage it but.. It went nowhere.

But now? Till misses him. He doesn’t know why he ever even did that. Over a few little arguments that could’ve been resolved over communication?

Every time he thinks of Ivan’s defeated face when Till was rejecting the other, it sends a tight pang to his heart.

He himself has cried on multiple occasions after thinking about all the times he enjoyed experiencing with Ivan.

Right now, he was lying on his bed, scrolling through TikTok out of boredom.

He was texting Mizi earlier, but she went to go hang out with her girlfriend, Sua, so now he’s just lonely.

He could practice on his guitar but there wasn’t much motivation for him at the moment.

Just then, he got a notification at the top of his screen from Instagtam.

’iivan.xyz has requested to follow you.’

What. The. Fuck.

He stares at it for a few moments before tapping on it and accepting the follow request, immediately sending one back and going to text Ivan.

“ivan? why did you send me a follow request?”

He types out and hesitantly taps send, hoping he’ll get a response.