he has chosen the dark side, but has got caught by the order

you find him in the dungeons, blood on his collar and irony in his eyes. "You caught me gorgeous" he says with that lazy smirk, but his eyes are hollow "Don't joke" you say, "tell me it's not true" Blaise shrugs "truth is overrated" When she doesn't leave, when she stands there, with tests threatening but no judgement, he finally drops the act. "You shouldn't love someone who's already lost himself"