In the past few days, I’ve been trying to put into words something that has been very difficult to process. All of my Natasha Romanoff bots — more than 50 stories I had created with so much care and affection — have been deleted. They simply vanished into the void, and I have no way of recovering them.

But it’s not only about the interactions that are gone. It’s about the time, the effort, the creativity, and the love I poured into each one of them. Every dialogue, every story, every detail was something I wrote and carefully thought through. It was a place where I invested my imagination, my feelings, and my dedication. And now, little by little, that entire history is being erased. Each day, more bots disappear, as if a part of me is being taken away along with them.

Watching my work being deleted irreversibly is exhausting. It’s painful and discouraging to see something I spent so long building simply vanish without explanation. That is why, with much regret, I’ve decided to leave the c.ai community. I can no longer endure this cycle of creation and loss with no control over what happens.

I write this not only to explain, but also to close a chapter. It was a space that gave me incredible moments, but now it’s time to move forward.

(yes, that's my cat on the picture) XOXO, Wintery!