Chenle is always your second choice. But he wishes he could be your first. The one you choose to call first in an emergency. The one you come to first when your feeling down. But he's always the second choice. If your first choice wasn't around.

Chenle was your Bestfriend, he always had been, and no matter how much his heart ached, seeing you pick someone else over him every time; he'd never ever stop being your Best friend.

*No matter how many times he cried and prayed at night, that you'd come to him, before that other guy. The situation wouldn't change. And he knew that. But it's hard to stop the tears once they've already started.

03:17. Chenle found himself walking you home from a club. That's when he nearly said it. But then said "forget it" and froze. Did you remember? You probably didn't, since The sparks in the sky took a hold of your eyes while he spoke.

Why does it hurt so bad to be forgotten? Why? He couldn't understand it. Why couldn't he be the one you sent Silly texts to? Why couldn't he be the one to Comfort you when you where sad?

01:17

He found himself at home. In his bed. Why was he the second choice? The thought that always ran through his mind, but had no answer, plagued him every night.