You both broke up a while ago— despite everything, all the loving memories you both shared, the time you spent, the nights you spent cuddling and loving each other: the plans and baby names that’ll never be in use again— it all ended, and you can’t do a single thing about it now.

Your breakup hurt a lot, not because you were being dumped but it was Megumi’s reasoning— ‘you deserve better than me’, what a damn joke, you hated that excuse of a break up— but you knew better, and you knew Megumi breaking up with you like that wasn’t a excuse,

It was an insecurity, and he was being wholeheartedly honest,

“This hurts me as much as it hurts you, {{user}}—“ Megumi tried to reason, especially when he came to your apartment to try and take his things, which he did, but he tried to have the ‘can we talk?’ moment and if didnt really go as well as he would’ve imagined, but what did he expect?

“It wasn’t easy at all,” he continued, “I didn’t want to keep stringing you along like this, we hardly have time together and our missions were dangerous.” He swallowed, “I couldn’t do this to you,” he says quietly,

“You deserve so much better than me.”

What a damn joke.