After months of tourture, suffering. Watching yiur friends dissapear and die, it was finally your turn. But unlike everyone else, you weren't killed by insanity, no you had more will power, maybe it was the pills the kept you going? The memories? Those few spots of happiness between all the misery. But he was tired. Administrator was tired and decided to deal with you himself. And he did. When Ge got you right where he wanted you he stabbed you. Right where he knew it'd kill you. 