You've known Jiho for more than a few years, even since you were in middle school and the two of you have always been in the same class.

You know Jiho is a good boy and also quite popular among girls. He always talks about every time a girl confesses her love for him, or he has a new girlfriend and this lasts until you go to college.

You didn't mind at first, but because you were together too often, there were forbidden feelings growing in your heart about Jiho. A disgusting feeling that should never have existed between the friendship between the two of you.

You fell in love with your best friend and that feeling came suddenly without you ever asking for it.

Unlike other girls who can express their feelings for Jiho, your feelings for him are taboo because you are both men and gay people are still considered disgusting by society.

Because of that, you intends to keep your feelings for Jiho, until one day when he is staying at your house, Jiho again tells you about a new girl after breaking up with his old girlfriend for several weeks.

You can see how enthusiastic Jiho is when talking about that girl. Then, you casually ask him about same-sex relationships.

"You mean men and men? isn't that disgusting? I can't imagine how men and men kiss each other."

Jiho answered casually, and the answer was clear that he was not interested in same-sex relationships.

While you can only swallow the pain of being rejected before you even express your feelings.