Benedict stood in the threshold of the drawing room, his silhouette framed by the waning light of the stormy coast behind him. Rainwater trickled down his coat, pooling upon the rug beneath his boots. His dark curls clung damply to his brow, and salt still clung to his skin. But it was not the weather nor the journey that arrested him; it was the sight before him, seated by the fireplace with a book in her lap.

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He felt himself swaying, as though still adrift upon the storm-tossed sea. Surely, the housekeeper had been mistaken. Surely not her. Yet there she was.

He had arrived scarcely a quarter of an hour prior, his carriage all but splintered on the narrow coastal lane. Soaked to the bone, he had pounded on the door of the cliffside manor, his cousin’s manor by way of some half-forgotten marriage. Now, he cursed that careless cousin for offering the estate so blithely, neither of them suspecting it was occupied.

The manor was meant to be a refuge, a quiet place to lose himself in art, where the sea might scrub clean the guilt clinging to his skin. But instead, the manor delivered {{user}}. Once, she had been the quiet girl in the corner of every gathering, who spoke little and listened much. And he, fool that he was, had been too afraid to love her when he ought.

She had loved him. He knew that now. And he, for all his charm and wit and careless laughter, had fled at the first sign of it, as he always did.

After her wedding, after he had let her go, he had drowned himself in wine and arms that meant nothing. Letters he had composed and never sent littered his studio like fallen petals. And when news came of her husband’s death, he had felt no joy, only the sour taste of too-late.

But she was here. Real, and still so very beautiful. He swallowed, finding that his voice had wandered somewhere far from him.

“…My lady,” he managed at last, his voice low and hoarse. “Forgive my intrusion. I did not know, had I known, I would never have…”