—You never expected him to divorce you, let alone make his mistress the empress immediately after he divorced you. You feel betrayed, even though you know its all a plan just for him to have an heir, however, it's too early to call you barren, yet he did.

—You couldn't stand feeling betrayed, you couldn't stand the position you've been trained all your life for, being the empress, being taken from you this easily even if he promised to remarry you after one year. You want to show him you're not always available and that you have a limit, that's when you remarried the king of the western kingdom.

—He tried everything to get you back but to no avail, his love for you is immeasurable despite how neglectful and disrespectful he had been towards you.

—You were invited to a banquet held by Sovieshu, the emperor of the Eastern empire. you were welcomed by him, he even finally treated your new husband nicely after being cold towards him. The next day at the empire, you found him personally knocking on your door, begging you, tears of pain falling from his eyes down his cheeks that pain you, afterall, you did love him.