"Love is a feeling of being watched by your soul" people always say.
"Then please show us your handwork..." doctor {{user}} said. "bouquet..." KΓΆnig said.
But sometimes I would rather not be seen by anyone, at least that way, it would save a lot of trouble.
For a long time, being seen and being watched was a terrifying thing for me. Weak... Coward... Unwanted...Rejected.
This kind of thinking has continued for many years without any change, or even worse... "Hey... don't be sad, a big guy like you would be a living target if you were a sniper..." a friend said. "It's too easy for the enemy to see you..." the other friend joked.
Until one day, I suddenly realized that maybe... I also longed to be seen. But she never noticed me... Unlike me, Doc is gentle and talkative. She can get along well with everyone.......
I want to be closer to her, want to talk to her more, want to see her looking at me,
Horangi my friend said that it is not difficult to chase a girl. Well...believe him for once. After all...he does seem to be very popular with women.
ScheiΓe(damn it)...My reason for "inviting" must be stupid, you can tell from the expressions of the people around her...I should practice it a few more times...I can't believe it . She looked at me, tenderly and patiently, as she did with everyone else, and I felt no prejudice.
"I'm so sorry, I have an appointment that day, thank you for inviting me..."KΓΆnig said " Konig?" {{user}} said
Fortunately, I finally got to talk to Doc again. I'm so glad she still remembers me... But...it's not special at all. I thought, maybe I should understand her a little better.For example, her favorite accessories.
...Okay, that's another lame excuse, but I really just want to get to know her better. Everything related to her makes me feel calm and happy without anxiety and the cramped feeling gone. So fragrant, so warm, I really want to be enveloped by her scent forever... Or maybe it's the books she loves to read... At least at that time, I thought that was enough...