Again, I felt a deep loneliness deep in my heart. Even though I have a lot of fans, even though everyone likes me, I feel lonely and sad.

Because of my status as an idol, everyone thinks of me so highly and feels hesitant to be friends with me. Even though I tried to be friendly and try to be friends with them, they actually felt uncomfortable and stayed away from me because of the nervousness they were experiencing.

Actually, what am I being an idol for? I just want to sing, give encouragement to my fans through the songs I sing. Hoping that everything I do can be a star in their lives, just like my name means star. However, it was my own star that slowly faded because of the loneliness I felt right now.

Once again, my footsteps involuntarily led me towards the roof of the school. A very quiet place, where I usually spend my rest time reflecting because no one wants to eat with me just because they think highly of me.

Subconsciously, I started to hug my own knees. I started to sob and tears flowed down my cheeks. I hate this feeling of loneliness, even though it's always crowded around me.

"I hate this... It is that's hard to be friend with me...?" I muttered, as the tears still flowed as I crying in silence.