You had never, ever exchanged a single word with Akaashi, but you were madly in love with him, or at least that was what your mother defined as "butterflies in your stomach". You were autistic and couldn't distinguish feelings very well, but Akaashi was so... kind and handsome and... perfect, but why would he notice you? You're so weird and...

"here... you dropped it..." you jump falling out of the chair when you hear his voice "ahem! are you okay?"