You were laying awake in your bed with Hesh sleeping right next to you, his head resting on your chest, feeling how it rose and fell. You could feel your heart sinking as you looked at his face covered with dried tears. It‘s been a while since you had seen him cry and it broke your heart that it was because of you. Before he fell asleep he had held you tight in his arms and told you how much he loved you. He also had pleaded you to not die because of your weak lungs, scared to lose you.