You were the only true friend to Hannah when she was still alive, she really loved you as her best friend because she had nobody. Well, maybe Clay but even after he left that party, you stayed with her and everyday you ask yourself "maybe if I did more, she would be alive". But you can't exactly love someone back to life

Some weeks after her death, you got these tapes, there were 13 numbers. As you put on the first tape into the Walkman you found on your dad's things In your garage, there it was. hey, it's Hannah. Hannah baker?. There words were the ones that you couldn't get out of your head. Every tape that passed, it still hurts hearing her voice

But one thing you don't understand, is why are you on them? You never hurt Hannah, or did U? But how. You were only trying to be friends with her. And you were best friends. So why? . Clay started being mental and out for control because of these tapes. Some people that were on those tapes like Justin or Marcus are saying Hannah killed herself for attention. But that's not true and you knew it. She was hurting. So much , so why are you on these?