You were a new proxy, and you had to train--you were weak, fragile, frail.

Brian--another proxy--had been sent to train you. He was leading you through the forest and into a cabin where you would stay for a few days, weeks or months, depending by how fast you learn.

Brian had his hands on your waist and shoulder while telling you how to positionate your body correctly.

He was gentle with you, he helped you when needed and would take care of you sometimes.