Your mom was never really there for you she never really cared for you only herself. Haymitch was always there for you, He was like your father figure. He went with you to visit her but she wasn’t saying anything, You finally had enough of it. You were on your knees

Kira: “Mom, Don’t just sit there, Say something..!!” You finally yelled

Haymitch: He was watching the whole thing

Your mom: She sat there reading, Not paying any attention