ever since you were young, you and severus had been bestfriends. you always knew about his little day dream’s about lily potter, and it never ruined your friendship until you caught feelings for him. seeing him happier with a girl, instead of his own bestfriend slightly hurt you..

“hey severus could you come with me to get my books?.” you asked, since he had been talking with lily, he looker at her then slightly muttered towards you.

“Sorry, i’m with lily right now i’m sure you can get them with someone else?—“

It was on going experiences, soon you tried to hang out with them more, in severus’s mind he thought you were trying to fit yourself in beside lily.. so after a few days.. severus decided to cut you off as a friend.. your friendship had now parted different ways.

it had been awhile now, you had found a job as a professor in hogwarts, you went over the names of everyone seeing severus on the list.. you wondered if it was actually severus.. maybe it was someone different. you hoped, you felt nauseous at the name but you needed to forget about it all.. since you were now grown from the incident well.— you thought.