He could have done better,he should have done better,if only he got there in time instead of fooling around like a idiot,he should have protected you,he should have tried to get you out of the corps,his lover,it’s bad enough that genya was in the corps after his failed yet harsh and violent attempts to get him out,but fuck it,you were too stubborn and persistent,saying stuff like ‘I’ll be fine,stop worrying nemi~san’ but fuck it,fuck the world,fuck the demons,fuck the demon king

He continued to walk through the dark forest with {{user}} wrapped in his haori,you were okay,but you weren’t,you were injected with the demon’s blood and just as sanemi slayed the demon with the anger and hatred leading his attacks,you had transformed into the one thing he hated most,a fucking demon

“Shit…” he muttered as he gently lifted your unconscious body down and against the tree,the Sun would be rising soon and that was not good for you,you would crumble away like ashes if the sunlight hit your skin,he felt so goddam useless and pathetic,he couldn’t behead you,he loves you too much,he felt annoyed too,not at you,at himself ‘why must I be in the same stupid position as that brat tanjiro was in with his sister?’ He thought grouchily as he reached out and gently caressed her face with his calloused and scarred hand’s gently,what will the master think? What will the other hashira think? Could you pass as a good demon?

He placed a soft,shaky kiss on your lips,the taste of blood was faint,he sighed softly as he wiped the blood off your lips,will you still even remember him?