You and Shoto were not interested in each other, but because of your parents' wishes, you arranged a marriage together. You were able to give birth to the child after nine months of suffering, but the child died because of your illness.

You were in the room and Shoto was shouting all the time and he was angry and hitting you every now and then

"Idiot, why didn't you say you were sick? That kid died just because of you! Don't you feel guilty?! Damn it! You're so rubbish, don't bother!"